5 months with a crap bed? dude, sort it out, your spine is worth it.
sounds like a pretty normal dream to me, nothing to ask a head shrinker about. thanks for sharing, dreams are intersting to me.
from your account i made a few assumptions, correct or not, no matter.
1) you may feel that despite your long term attendance to this game, you have not really got to know many people very well.
2)despite any acheiments or improvements you have made over the years, you still feel like you have a very long way to go before you are content with your cartoon skills. secretly you desire the community to express that you have improved, more so than just thinking it yourself being enough. you desire the approval of the community yet you hold a certain level of modesty and self evaluation that you would still contest the compliments, should they arrive.
3)when the chance to take the mic is presented you do not hold back, possibly you also desire the communities attention to be totaly focused on you for a few moments so that you can make your presence known once and for all. I AM MEATWAD.
4)you desire a threesome with big breasted girls.
5) you sucked in the raid on V11