1. Complete and utter (sp.) boredom
2. I was starting to become disained by some.
3. (At least I feel as though) I was being respected by some, which I do not want to be.
4. To give myself a fresh start, with a new identity, where I can again be an unknown person except by a select few, such as my fellow squad members.
I have tried not to disrespect anyone in the process of destroying myself, but if I have you have my most sincere apologies.
CBass will now take questions and comments for the next 45 minutes, and will then ride off into the glowing sunset.