Ok, I just had a sortie tonight that perfectly makes my point.
I flew my butt off tonight. I was having several good sorties in a row. On this one in particular, I had flown to an enemy VH base, fought for a while with 2 squaddies. The sortie and fights ebbed and flowed and eventually I got two kills with just enough gas to egress back home.
Either one of two things happened upon landing. I either had gear damage that I didn't notice or I pranged my landing in. Either way the bottom line was that I did a Guppy35/SAPP style landing. So I'm sitting on the runway missing both wings, sorta laughing about it. I called my squaddie over to do a low pass to see the mess I made of my plane, and while I'm sitting there on the runway about 20 seconds later I get, "You have been killed."
Why? Why was I killed? Did I have some sort of pilot wound without blood? Did my plane explode by delayed reaction? Did the game hiccup?
I have no idea, but the death bothered me. Cause, see, I had a fairly nice score going- about 4.5 K/D, over 1.0 K/S, etc. It was nice to have a score that reflected the hard work I was putting in to fighting smart. Now I have that death staring me in the face, a total BS death, that's gonna be on there the rest of the tour. It bugs me.
I can't help but be bothered by it. I wish it wasn't there now.