Hi all.
I had a bit of an epiphany the other night.
We've all read the threads about how flying for score kills gameplay, or how some folks only fly for score, etc, etc. Well I admit that I care about my score. It's not very good, and I try not to care what it is, but every few nights I find myself pulling up the roster and seeing what my score is. If I'm doing really badly then I almost feel better because I don't have to worry about getting shot down. If I'm doing good (for me) though, then suddenly I get more selective about my engagements and fly more cautiously. I really hate that I do that, but I seem powerless to stop.
At any rate, for xmas I got Call of Duty 4. In the last few weeks I've been taking myself online a few times. It's fun, but not AH2 type fun, but that's not the point. The point is that, as far as I know, there is no 'score' that tracks your kills, deaths, hit percentage, etc. And I find myself playing solely for fun, for the moment of fun while I'm on, with no regard to the stupid thing I did a few minutes ago. I can log off with 20 kills and 1 death, or 1 kill and 20 deaths and 30 seconds after I log off I no longer can remember what my score is, or was.
It's interesting the effect a persistent score log has...on me at least, and how that affects my play style in the two different games.