I'd like to add that this thread was brought up on the JG11 board by one of our members to bring it to Vilkas' attention, so that he may reply to it should he want to. He has opted not to, as it brings back too many and too painful memories for him. I think that alone says a lot and is something to consider for some of you.
For those of you who don't know who Vilkas is, he was born Lithuanian, it was not his choice but that's how he came to this world. At the age of 13 he was forcibly drafted by the germans to be a flak gunner. He looked older than he was. 13 years old guys! Just think about that for a while.
At this young age, he saw friends mutilated, blown up, killed outright. As a flak gunner on a 20mm (those we toy around with ingame) he scored 2 aerial kills, both TBMs. As he put it, it was a cat and mouse game between aa gunners and allied attack aircraft, a very deadly game. It is easy to forget just how deadly this game was irl, this game that we amuse ourselves with online late at night.
A boy recruited at age 13, his youth stolen, scarred by memories for life and like many vets left with the feeling of never being understood by anybody, not even his closest family.
I think that most of you will never comprehend in your lifetime, just how hard it can be to be a survivor. At the same time, be glad you won't find out!
Edit: spelling and correction of words