Hi Stoli,
First of all, I'm very happy ur still in the land of the living peeps. Glad ur survived. The way you describe it, you are a very very lucky man. It brings back many memories to me; april the 6th last year I went through almost exactly the same experience. During a routine examination (54 years but I still do a lot of sports) they discovered a few pretty much closed arteries. Never had complaints, but suddenly squared to death, 4 stents and a week later I was at home again. "Your okay sir and good as new"...... I was lucky too. I realize that every day. The hard thing is to get it out of your head. Takes time. Believe me. Change ur callsign, ur way of life and all that. Burn ur perks even. But dont forget; talk about it, talk to people who had the same experience and do the things you enjoy. Live your life. I hope to see you in the sky now and then Stoli. Take care my friend.
Dizz