george if theres anything i can do PM me, even if its just to talk, words can not replace your pain but i hope they can help releive some of what your feeling, im truely sorry, i know your pain, im always here <S> Doug
PGR is there for you also, im truely sad, i never got to say goodbye to my dad and my mom died in my arms from cancer, the only family i have is just my son, ugh this is bringing up emotions take care Gearge