If I were to admit to knowing that, you would say I'm a spy....... So.... I don't know what you're saying, literally, or figuratively. However since I fixed all your spelling/grammar mistakes, I think I know figuratively know what you mean. But I won't take that literally just yet.
No, I'm not crying my poor little head off; If you were to take a look in the main arena, none of the rooks are doing anything.
The last sentence though, makes me wonder.......... Why do they log in?
Ponder this I must..........