I thought this thread was about me, I feel so dejected now
And about animals suffering.......I work for a communications company. All the time I see squirrels that are so hungry that they gnaw and try to eat the aerial cabling. Being the caring person I am, I help them find food. If I am up on the hardline and see one coming, i'll gently shake it off about 25 feet up in the air so it can find food on the ground below. If one decides to come up to me for a visit, I will politely tell it to move along using a hammer so it can go on its merry way. I dont want these little critters to go hungry, you know?