I sincerely regret ever getting involved in AH2 politics and the character assassination of Chalenge. It put a bad taste in my mouth concerning this game and the old guard in it. I bought into the crap like a fool and as a result I've drawn the ire and hatred of ex-squaddies who could have been real friends at one time.
I'm embarrassed and ashamed by my actions and comments to the point where the name "uptown" turns my stomach. I'll never play this game again under that cpid, if I ever decide to play again at all. If I could erase the name from this BBS I would in a heartbeat.
My words were hurtful and unfounded and a simple apology would never be enough to repair the damage I've done by taking part in this whole mess. I not only lost my love for the game but also lost any self respect I might of had for myself in the process. I can't bare the thought of starting up a shade account and fly with guys I've known for years and lie about who I really am. So I don't fly at all. I guess my self imposed exile is my way of punishing myself, as I do miss the flying tremendously at times. But that's what an arsehat like me deserves.
So with all that being said, "uptown" would like to say goodbye and wish you all well. If I, "Charlie" ever returns again it'll be with a different cpid, attitude and respect for fellow players. Asrehattery isn't what Charlie wants to be known for.
My 3 picks: Wouldn't mind firing up a doobie with BiPolar and drinking some beer with Heeler and Pawz.