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a bit of ink
« on: May 10, 2013, 07:07:47 PM »
when we met
I was a lost soul
Anger and Hatred is all that I sowed
you needed to be held tight
not hurt and rejected
Sadly my Anger
Was not what you expected
You saw through the Rage that possessed my being
The Love you gave me
was the first I was seeing
I was kidnapped... beaten..... and imprisoned
at such a young age
living a life full of anger and Rage
You also had a past
similar to mine
we are two pees in a pod destined to last
I know I hurt you
and brought you pain
I am so sorry dear
I knew no other
but I do take the blame
I know it took a long time for me to see
How precious a gift you are to me
So many have judged me
Yet none can say
They would have survived
or been any other way
You on the other hand
Saw me for what I could be
I thank you for that love
You bestowed upon me
I will Love and Hold you
Cherish and protect you
Listen and Honor you
Show you Your Love is all I need
I am the man you saw those 20 years ago
Look beyond the pain and you will see
my love has grown exponentially
Say it is not to late
for us to be
what Yahaveh has destined for you and me.

written by me for Stacey

from my heart

sadly it is to late

jump for joy all you haters

Stacey and I are no more

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #1 on: May 10, 2013, 09:32:35 PM »
man I thought that would bring out the haters

I must be on "ignore"


that was the first thing I ever wrote in that manner...I know its not great but it speaks my heart.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #2 on: May 10, 2013, 09:40:10 PM »
That gave me a case of the feels.

If that whole thing was true, may I ask who Stacey is?




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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #3 on: May 10, 2013, 09:43:18 PM »
That gave me a case of the feels.

If that whole thing was true, may I ask who Stacey is?

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if it is true......


it most certainly is, every word of it.

Stacey is my wife of 20 years and mothered 6 of my kids.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #4 on: May 10, 2013, 09:47:38 PM »
That was nice ink, sorry about the loss.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #5 on: May 10, 2013, 09:49:57 PM »
if it is true......


it most certainly is, every word of it.

Stacey is my wife of 20 years and mothered 6 of my kids.


I see. That's some deep, dark stuff you have there.

I'd say "I know what it's like" but in all honesty, nobody will know what it's like for you. You deal with it in your own way and you are the only one that knows what its like.


Sorry to know about what you've lost.  :salute

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« Reply #6 on: May 10, 2013, 09:53:16 PM »

I see. That's some deep, dark stuff you have there.

I'd say "I know what it's like" but in all honesty, nobody will know what it's like for you. You deal with it in your own way and you are the only one that knows what its like.


Sorry to know about what you've lost.  :salute

Thank you, smart words from a youth :salute

That was nice ink, sorry about the loss.

thank you :salute

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #7 on: May 10, 2013, 11:14:00 PM »
Real Deep Ink. Sorry about the loss. We are all here if you need someone to talk too......
"There is always a small microcosm of people who need to explain away their suckage."

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #8 on: May 10, 2013, 11:21:22 PM »
Not trolling, or flaming or
baiting,
but ink, as
a
fellow
artist, emotional paintings/drawings help
(kinda helped when I dealt with a
cheating bi@tch)


And you'll get through it :aok
stay positive man :salute
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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #9 on: May 11, 2013, 12:58:48 AM »
 :salute

I am good believe it or not....nothing smashed in the house :rock

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #10 on: May 11, 2013, 02:51:44 AM »
:salute

I am good believe it or not....nothing smashed in the house :rock

Just keep positive bro.  You two have a lot of history, and that goes a long way.  Don't overwhelm her.  Just let her know that you're still there, and continue to be the best that you can be.  I'm betting that you two will figure things out. 

Best wishes and prayers for you and yours my friend.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #11 on: May 11, 2013, 04:09:43 AM »
Leaving Sunday to go to Maine...

Honestly I haven't felt this good in a long time.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #12 on: May 11, 2013, 10:01:18 PM »
Ink make sure she sees what you wrote...............
Whether you think you can or cannot, you are right!

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« Reply #13 on: May 11, 2013, 10:22:41 PM »
Sorry to hear Ink - around if you need me brother.

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Re: a bit of ink
« Reply #14 on: May 12, 2013, 02:41:49 AM »
Only a true azzhat would find pleasure in your loss.

I hope things work out for you man.

Pees in a pod should be spelled "peas" though the content makes up for that little typo.