Great to hear from you M8! Wishing you all the best and hope to see you in the skies soon! 
I'd love to, but it won't be possible for a long time.
While I was away with my military unit my fiancée cheated on me (she only did it one and told me the day I came home), I forgave her, it freaked her out that I was so calm, she then kicked me out a few days later, I lived out of my car for a few days before moving in with a friend and sleeping on his floor for a little over a month.
She had said she wanted time to herself, but a week after our anniversary and less than a year from our wedding she started dating someone else, her mom made her go to therapy where she was diagnosed with postpartum depression and PTSD from losing the baby, which caused her to act out. She told her therapist she only wanted to have a cold with me, she hates alcoholics, and the guy she is with drinks everyday from the moment he wakes up to the moment he goes to sleep, and yet I'm stillpushed away.
She kept my computer etc. and only gave me my clothes, then two weeks later my car blew a gasket and the following Monday I lost my civilian job.
So in three weeks I lost the love of my life, my home, my car, my job and my dog. I used the dog as a void filler for when we list the baby, so it hurt a lot, but I finally got my dog back about a week and a half ago.
It's been rough.
That's it in a nutshell. Hard to do this on a phone.
No money, no computer, no job, no car...this...this sucks. Heh.
