good to see your'e doing better through all the tough times. I went through a tough period starting about 5 years ago. first my only sister died suddenly at 41 from a massive heart attack, then almost exactly 1 year later my wife had a series of strokes that almost killed here and permanently disabled her, then almost exactly 1 year after that, my mother had a disease called "white matter disease" (I think) take her life in 3 months, then my mother-in-law got diagnosed with lung cancer and almost died, had a lung removed and has made a full recovery.
Things are good now though.
68valu