To ask if u should return can cause a depression on its own... after the great times there were and if you dont...
Enough of the nonsense, I ran into my own little nightmare 2 weeks ago and I can tell u IT SUCKS... Stopped flying that day and did not return yet.In a couple of weeks maybe...
Yet, I do believe trying to solve ur issues ( like me ) on ur own will deny you any progress.
Recognize ... Accept and deal with it.
Never listen to me anyways.
Will look forward to our next encounter, will keep my eyes open for that pesky 109 after my return.
Anytime sir, anytime!
and all the best!