has been a hell of a lot better....
depression is a bad thing....brought me to the brink....
went to where my brother fell from the bridge....
came so close to jumping....to join him.....
then the thought of my kids....saved me again....
pretty crazy how life changes one moment to the next....
been doing some writing nothing great but it expresses....
I am now back to painting full time....shoulda never quit....hindsight right...
for those who are interested :-)
2 of the poems I wrote recent...
I truly forgot who I am.....
I am an Artist....
In all that I do....
A Lover and a Fighter to.....
My heart was full of torment....
Rage was all I knew....
Anger so hot it burned....
It burned me all the way through.....
All it took....
Was a look from you....
To set me on the path....
I strive since the day you were born...
To become a better me.....
My Children saved me....
Their Love set me free....
Yes I have made many mistakes.....
I am sure...
I will make some more....
Yet Never again....
Will I forget....
Or lose sight, you can bet.....
I am a Warrior for Yahaveh....
Who Stands for right and Truth.....
The World is going to try to convince you.....
That there is no Creator above....
I am here to tell you....
we absolutely, were made with Love....
I am a diddlying Warrior....
a survivor....
A man of intense character....
I make weak men shiver....
And the Woman quiver....
I am Like quick Silver....
I Have faced Death and didnt waiver....
Honor and Integrity is my core....
I am a dinosaur....
A living breathing Minotaur....
I remember now....
I will not forget....
why Yahaveh made me this way...
I am his Warrior....
I was molded for his plan....
I was lost and couldnt find my way....
I cried out in pain....
I Cry out in agony....
The world is full of evil and lies....
men work their deciet....
for evil gain....
soon they will see...
the futility.....
of thier twisted ways....
they pervert justice....
and claim righteousness...
they think no one sees....
soon I will be.....
released on to thee....
to bind your kings....
chain your nobles....
No one can stand before me....
My sword arm does not weaken....
my aim is true....
I will not falter....
for I have the Creator of all....
he gives life...and takes it away....
he is the master of eternity....
he has shown me the way....
of Truth and righteousness....
No one will stop what he has ordained....
Yahaveh is his name....
hope your days are awesome!!
