you act as if it is open enrollment when it isn't.
Send a PM to Spikes for an application. The CM team reviews for a vote.
Just a fair warning, your open criticism which is welcome for constructive feedback but does contain much negative and directed angst at the CMs. There will be some resistance from others. If you can understand that being a volunteer player like a CM, public posts are to be done in a diplomatic way. You'll have to convince the others that you can change your public posts,
Everyone can change if they want to. I believe your mindset will change once you see the game from the other side. Once you see how all the events are discussed in the CM forum on BALANCE. The CMs who know the nuts and bolts of aircraft performance and how side balancing comes into play. Those discussions enlightened myself.
Normally, I would make this a PM to you. Since you are very open and honest with your opinions, I want the FSO community to read and see your response. Also, for other CMs to weigh in publicly any concerns. This is a special exception for you.
AKKuya, unofficial CM recruiter.
Any other out there wanting to join, contact Spikes.