In the last few days there was post from back in March of 2012 that was brought up. It was about der Jude purposely getting a boat sunk. It was quite a lengthy post maybe you should read it and see that I wasn't the only one who had a negative opinion of his actions. I haven't seen his name in quite a while and I became curious if it was true that he had been booted. All I did was ask a question which seems to bring in your psychological analysis which I thank you for. The problem with free advice is it has no value.
I am glad to see he have survived the COVID pandemic 
Its all point of view. YOU call it "purposely getting a cv sunk", while many others call it "putting it in action for some fights". You may want to save it so you can win the war, but many others couldnt care less if it gets sunk as long as it provide a good time before it went down.
Its not like it takes years to build a new one, its back and ready for action in 15 minutes. Just bring it in!
