A problem is, vey players don’t see themselves from the outside in.
Like it or not, there is a vet clique here that wants new players, yet don’t actually welcome them into the fold.
They say it here, but many don’t live their words.
The deeper ones are exclusive, not inclusive, you would just get in their way of being the star of AH.
Countless times I tried to help, just to be minimized or beat down for even trying.
This is not new, the “unwelcome” sign went up with migration from AW. The arrogance smells bad. The most unthankful crowd I ever stepped into. I wouldn’t even bother with these mouths on bbs then, I want no part of it now.
I’m a return. I saw it from the outside in. It’s not pretty. You don’t see this crap on other forums because they don’t allow it.
They say the community is tight, but really only if you’re part of their royal cliche.
“Yes we want and welcome new players, right before we humiliate you and gang bang you until you vomit yourself out the door”.
The game is not sick, SOME who reside here are self/serving toxic ego flops. It’s gone on since day one. Some of whats left are the ones who chased or skimmed players out. Very predictable former players are the worst. They don’t even play and still think they are royalty and control the bbs. Not all, but we all know who they are. Puddles of vomit. Yet the cliche foolishly protects them
The community needs to look from the outside in. What is allowed is not conducive to new players. SOME former players think thats funny, they thrive on being a negative force. Its their only joy in life. They must live a serious miserable life. And some here refuse to repel them. But instead bash the ones trying to help.
My effort to help is extinguished at the joy of former players who haven’t even played in 15+ years. It’s a mental illness I want no part of.
This has roots too deep to fix now. Crybabies and glory seekers.
I can’t even technically help someone without offending someone who wants to be the only one. That’s fine. I can go fishing instead. The same tries to humiliate me in the MA with projection. I was trying to help you, moron. Enough. Here’s a life preserver, I wish you well. “You’re not part of the cliche, beat it”.
A shame for those who are kind and put their heats into it are over-shadowed
When I got doxxed all they did was watch like a murder scene.
“And now I know
"Spanish Harlem" are not just pretty words to say
I thought I knew
But now I know that rose trees never grow
In New York City
Until you've seen this trash can dream come true
You stand at the edge while people run you through”
Get over yourselves. But count me out. I play the game, nothing more.
The game isn’t the problem. The unleashed effect is.
But wait, there’s more. Wait for it. Those mental flops are about to reply.
Don’t care, I have all the t-shirts.
Good luck with that.
