This month's Harpers Magazine:
"From the journal of Eric Harris, who, with Dylan Klebold, committed suicide after killing 13 people in April 1999 at Columbine Hish School. The journal was leaked last December, after 8 of the 9 cases against the school district and police were dismissed.
"it will be like the LA riots, the oklahoma bombing, WWII, vietnam, duke and doom all mixed together. maybe we will even start a little rebellion or revolution to diddly things up as much as we can. i want to leave a lasting impression on the world. and Golly-geemit do not blame anyone else besides me and V for this. don't blame my family, they had no clue and there is nothing they could have done, they brought me up just diddlying fine. don't blame toy stores or any other stores for selling us ammo, bomb materials or anything like that because it's not their fault. I don't want no diddlying laws on buying diddlying PVC pipes. we are kind of a select case here so don't think this will happen again. don't blame the school, don't put diddlying cops all over the place. just because we went on a killing spree doesn't mean everyone else will, and hardly ever do people bring bombs or guns to school anyway. the admin is doing a fine job as it is. i don't know who will be left after we kill but damnit don't change any policies just because of us. it would be stupid, and if there is any way in this diddlyed up universe we can come back as ghosts or what the diddly ever will will haunt the life out of anyone who blames anyone besides me and V. if by some weird as toejam luck me and V survive and escape we will move to some island in somewhere or maybe mexico, new zeland, or some exotic place where americans can't get us. if there isn't such a place, then we will hijack a hell of a lot of bombs and crash a plane into NYC with us inside firing away as we go down. just something to cause more devistation."