Ok first of all if you are going to post here answers like: "why do you think I care about how do you feel" then please move away because this thread isnt for you. Thanks.
To the matter:
I dont know what happens with me or with AH... The thing is that what was the funniest entertaining thing for me only a couple of weeks ago is now for me a boring game...Maybe because I have had some personal troubles ,maybe because my stormy exit from JG2 (dont take me wrong I dont feel sorry about my leaving but still JG2 mattered a lot for me),maybe...who knows.
The thing is that now I go up and...well If I fight its okay...if I win its okay...if I die its okay...I dont matter. Because I,dont know why,have lost my interest...
I was a very competitive pilot not too long ago. Now I simply dont mind!...
What breaks me is that I DONT KNOW WHY!. AH is better now than 2 weeks ago. The community is the same, all that has made me laugh, yell, jump, shout, all what has made me happy last 5 months is just here...but I guess that its me.
I am sure many of you have noticed that I am very few time in MA lately. I still have a ladder duel to do since 5 days ago, but when I think "lets go to MA and see if F4UDOA (the challenged) is on", i simply dont feel in the mood...
I am very worried. What I used to love is not anymore like it was. And I still am wondering...
why?.
and I dont know why.
Thanks for your reading...have to get this out from my chest...

[This message has been edited by RAM (edited 07-13-2000).]