Even if they allow you to fly, I would strongly advise against flying alone without another qualified pilot. In AH, when blacked out, you can quickly hit the X key to level out, but in real life, this isn't do. You may feel fine about taking your life into your own hands, but you'll also be taking others' too. How would you feel if you had a fit and crashed ito a school plaground, killing many children, but survived yourself?
You know epilepsy far better than most here. Evalute the effect of the loss of control that you experience during a fit. Then imagine having that fit at the worst possible moment.