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General Forums => The O' Club => Topic started by: EskimoJoe on February 01, 2012, 09:42:17 PM
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I've lost any miniscule amount of faith or hope I had in this world.
That is all.
:bhead
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Aceshigh is your Facebook huh?
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funny I was just thinking the same thing......as OP that is......
what the f are we/I here for.
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Can I post my problems here too :D or if you don't like that I always got ponies!!! (http://troll.me/images/challenge-accepted/i-love-ponies-ponies-are-awesome.jpg)
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Humor.
I find it funny how most places, people disregard the fact that on the other side of the internet, most times another person siting there reading what is said to them. I see nothing but 'who gives a toejam, not my problem'. I've lived the majority of my life helping others with their issues and griefs. I hate the fact that nobody gives a toejam. I hate it when on this board, and in real life, people say 'they are only looking for attention', without understanding that although a large percentage of times the person is an attention potato, there are many times where the person simply needs some attention and positive reinforcement simply to find the will to live another day in their toejamty life.
I'm a hypocrite, and a hole of which excrement passes through. I need therapy, this board is a place where I can vent (all the while accepting the social consequences of doing so).
Point is this world sucks, I wouldn't mind dying (because I'm a 'sissy'), and nobody in 'the real world' cares to care. I type this here, because I essentially have nowhere else to be heard.
Flame on, A holes.
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Point is this world sucks, I wouldn't mind dying (because I'm a 'sissy'), and nobody in 'the real world' cares to care. I type this here, because I essentially have nowhere else to be heard.
I used to feel that way sometimes, but children tend to make you forget about it quickly. Is it because you're too busy or because you're much happier is debatable.
If you're not trolling, PM me. It must be difficult living in Alaska with all that darkness this time of year (not to mention the constant cold).
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EskimoJoe like del said you can PM me to bro, ive lost more than most can imagine and was homeless for over a month but i fought back and things are getting so much better, if i can help i will :salute
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Can I post my problems here too :D or if you don't like that I always got ponies!!! (http://troll.me/images/challenge-accepted/i-love-ponies-ponies-are-awesome.jpg)
(http://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/197157_1625062106929_1247804014_31329166_3016857_n.jpg)
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(http://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/197157_1625062106929_1247804014_31329166_3016857_n.jpg)
Real Ponies suck, talking about legit cartoon Ponies (http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-EXDr4lFuO48/TcW4MMhVIfI/AAAAAAAAAJw/oCd2yIyLGvo/s1600/11389%2B-%2Bapplejack%2Bdemotivational%2Bfluttershy%2Bpinkie_pie%2Brainbow_dash%2Brarity%2Btwilight_sparkle.png)
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(http://a5.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/197157_1625062106929_1247804014_31329166_3016857_n.jpg)
Hah
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btw totally matches the thread topic(http://i1.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/224/217/102852%20-%20farnsworth%20farnsworth_approves%20Futurama%20i_don%252527t_want_to_live_in_this_planet_anymore%20Professor_Hubert_J_Farnsworth.jpg)
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(http://a4.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/431545_3237277249572_1195951676_5176113_198337281_n.jpg)
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Gotcha beat sorry, Nice try though :aok
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Au contraire, guess which one girls think is weird and which one girls think is cute?
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@ Raptordude-
A) Quit hijacking threads, you're making all us other bronies look like tools.
B) Learn to hit 'enter' before inserting the img tag, it just looks dumb.
@ EskimoJoe-
A) Like others have said, PM me if you seriously need to vent or talk. Things are usually not as bad as they seem.
B) For the sake of my sense of humor, please tell me you got your name from Bob Oblong's old college buddy!
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Joe, like a couple of others have said... PM me if you want to talk about things. Totally confidential.
I've been in dark places before as well. It WILL get better.
I know we're all connected by a game, but this community DOES care about each other. Sometimes we flame posts, act snotty and facetious, and be downright jerks. When it really comes down to it, we're all in this together. You've got friends here. Talk it out bro.
Raptordude and Tupac... You two need to grow up.
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@ Raptordude-
A) Quit hijacking threads, you're making all us other bronies look like tools.
B) Learn to hit 'enter' before inserting the img tag, it just looks dumb.
@ EskimoJoe-
A) Like others have said, PM me if you seriously need to vent or talk. Things are usually not as bad as they seem.
B) For the sake of my sense of humor, please tell me you got your name from Bob Oblong's old college buddy!
Wasn't hijacking but ok
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You dont just hijack threads, you take all your clothes off and dance around while reciting MLP backwards.
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You dont just hijack threads, you take all your clothes off and dance around while reciting MPL backwards.
Hell kind of creepy mind do you have?
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@ Raptordude-
A) Quit hijacking threads, you're making all us other bronies look like tools.
B) Learn to hit 'enter' before inserting the img tag, it just looks dumb.
@ EskimoJoe-
A) Like others have said, PM me if you seriously need to vent or talk. Things are usually not as bad as they seem.
B) For the sake of my sense of humor, please tell me you got your name from Bob Oblong's old college buddy!
Joe, like a couple of others have said... PM me if you want to talk about things. Totally confidential.
I've been in dark places before as well. It WILL get better.
Thank you gents.
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You've lost faith in the world or in humanity? Because I'm definitely the latter.
To me it looks like we humans are going to destroy the finest country on Earth from the inside out. And the rest of the world will probably soon follow.
Sometimes I think about starting over. Obviously I don't want our species to be wiped out. Just civilization. I think we have great potential. I really do. We've just kinda gone off the deep end. :rolleyes:
But until then, I'll just keep workin' my 9-5 for bread crumbs, hoping to get that one big break, and enjoying life for what it is in the meantime (as much as I can anyway). :aok
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Aceshigh is your Facebook huh?
You really think being a dick was the " cool" move here?
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Joe, as the others said, PM me if you need to talk! It always gets better.
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You've lost faith in the world or in humanity? Because I'm definitely the latter.
To me it looks like we humans are going to destroy the finest country on Earth from the inside out. And the rest of the world will probably soon follow.
Sometimes I think about starting over. Obviously I don't want our species to be wiped out. Just civilization. I think we have great potential. I really do. We've just kinda gone off the deep end. :rolleyes:
But until then, I'll just keep workin' my 9-5 for bread crumbs, hoping to get that one big break, and enjoying life for what it is in the meantime (as much as I can anyway). :aok
Both really. I completely agree about civilization, and society too. I feel like I'm living in Rome as it collapses. I feel like there's no saving us.
You really think being a dick was the " cool" move here?
I don't blame him. I expected no less from the majority of the community to be honest. It's still rather shocking to me that some of you guys would so willingly offer up an ear. It means a lot, gives me hope.
Joe, as the others said, PM me if you need to talk! It always gets better.
Thank you, Tom.
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I tell you what, I'll add another ear to the collection, if it is needed. I also have a few things that I could say that could make things seem a little easier. I'll say one thing here though, and one thing only: No matter your situation, whether or not you are happy is completely up to you.
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Been there more than once. Sometimes still do. But since my two boys arrived on this planet with their irrepressible confidence that the whole world was made for their benefit. I want to hang around to see how they work out.
That's what keeps me going.
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I've lost any miniscule amount of faith or hope I had in this world.
That is all.
:bhead
Go ahead, join the other traitors then.
(http://i478.photobucket.com/albums/rr149/Rich46yo/Funny/sully-wanted.jpg)
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Lucky we have a choice...........
(http://www.californiaindianeducation.org/science_lab/pics/space_photos/Space_Deep.jpg)
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Joe,
as you can see there are still a ton of really good people out here. As others have said if you need to vent you can PM me. I lost faith in most of humanity a long time ago but I still enjoy the heck out of life for the most part. :)
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Whenever I wonder what the POINT of it all is... I think of this:
http://youtu.be/yGFlACG6qvI
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Joe,
Read this book.
http://www.amazon.com/Napalm-Silly-Putty-George-Carlin/dp/0786864133 (http://www.amazon.com/Napalm-Silly-Putty-George-Carlin/dp/0786864133)
If it does not make you laugh, out loud, and change your perspective I can't imagine what will.
Get the kindle version and use Kindle for PC. (it's cheaper and faster than getting the actual book)
A better challenge is trying to read parts of it aloud to someone. I dare you to be able to make it through a passage before you lose it :rofl
Chin up, people will be who they will be, you can't change them. Also, the sun will return soon :aok
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funny I was just thinking the same thing......as OP that is......
what the f are we/I here for.
Why does it have to be a reason? Especially one that some one else decided for you? Create your own :old:
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watch it son, dont smite the big one. cheer up fellow weird voice alaskan. is all the snow bothering u or is it all the cold weather?! :x :banana:
im sicka this cold weather too
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My Daughter put in for an internship in Alaska.
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Yes things are bad. But be happy, you are not helbent. Many people on this planet have it even harder though. Cherish what you do have and dont sweat the small stuff. Its how I get through my days. This world would be just fine without me in it also, but I do enjoy a good laugh and an occasional beautiful woman.
The planet can do fine without me, so I'm asking newt to send me to the moon to be a member of the 51st state. What do we call it though? New Moonico, full hampshire, last virginia, gingrichville? I dont know. However, it will suck there to, and there will probably be crickets keeping us up at night.
A wise woman from Night Court once said, "Stop the world, I wanna get off." I agree with that.
HB
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This is what happens when you become "awake", its not just growing up,but it is a huge part of being a grown up. It bothers you because it is suppose to, but you also must understand you have a choice, to pick it up or drop it off.
Keep dropping it off till you have two free hands again,then use them to build your empire, in YOUR image.
Chin up, chest out. :rock :salute
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Why does it have to be a reason? Especially one that some one else decided for you? Create your own :old:
well if we are here for no reason....no purpose, so that no matter what anyone says or does there will be no retribution or rewards......that is a very disheartening thought.....
not something I believe...
but ya you are correct in saying you need to find your own reason, mine is my kids, they are truly the only reason I am still alive.
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No Joe, read this book.
http://www.amazon.com/Planet-Joe-Cole/dp/1880985098/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1328221503&sr=1-1
When you have finished it you may realize that things could be far worse.
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Both really. I completely agree about civilization, and society too. I feel like I'm living in Rome as it collapses. I feel like there's no saving us.
I don't blame him. I expected no less from the majority of the community to be honest. It's still rather shocking to me that some of you guys would so willingly offer up an ear. It means a lot, gives me hope.
Thank you, Tom.
There are many warning signs of depression; chiefly among them are feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, frustration, and low self-esteem. You display all of these qualities, and should seek help soon. Feeling like you're "living in Rome as it collapses" indicates that you feel like the world around you happens without any response to your input; this will quickly wear your will away, leading to feelings of helplessness. That same quote coupled with your OP indicates hopelessness as well: "I've lost any miniscule amount of faith or hope I had in this world". Furthermore, the icon that you chose (a head banging against a wall) indicates that you are very much frustrated. Finally, you have insulted yourself in public, calling yourself a "hypocrite" and a "hole [through]sic which excrement passes", and such behavior indicates that you feel that you are not worth anything to anyone. This is especially important because depression has a close cousin: suicide.
Suicide is the end result of extended or acute, traumatic depression and is something to always be on the lookout for in all those whom you know. Be they friend or foe, we need to warn those who may kill themselves before they do. You said that you "wouldn't mind dying," and that you "...don't want to live on this planet anymore". These statements indicate an acceptance of death as a means to escape a reality that has become too horrible to bear. Feeling like this does not make you weak, in fact, by going out and telling this BBS how you feel, you have shown great courage. Many people would rather suffer in silence than risk rejection. Furthermore, just like a Type 1 diabetic never chose to get diabetes you never chose to get depressed; it's a mental disease that can hit anyone. Even the strongest stone will be worn away by a sufficient exposure to the elements, and this applies to depression because even an iron will can be worn away by depression since depression is a 24/7 nightmare, eating away at your very core. I'd reccomend that you go to therapy immediately, or call the National Suicide and Crisis Hotline at 1-800-784-2433 if you feel like you can't take it for another second.
Recovery will be a long, winding, and painful road. To put it plainly, it's gonna hurt like a mothertrucker. You'll have ups and downs, and sometimes feel like you're going nowhere, but don't give up. Think of depression as a bottomless pit that leads to death, and imagine yourself hanging onto the wall. There are only two ways out. Fall, or climb. Even if you fall to your doom on the way up, it's just the same as falling from where you are right now. To quote a soldier on D-Day (my dad's friend fought in World War II):
"There are two kinds of people on this beach: People who are dead, and people who are going to die! Now let's get off this beach!"
You have to have the same attitude. Get psyched up, and even if it seems irrational to think positively in the face of adversity, who "gives a toejam" as to how you got out of the hole, so why should you?
-Penguin
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:rofl Jeebus, ladies. You're all acting more emotionaly unstable and damaged than a guy who came home from work on his birthday to find that his wife left him without any word for another dude. :aok
Buck up guys, many men and dogs have been down the same road before you. Life's a bia!@, and then you die. Without lemons, there would be no lemonade, etc., etc., etc..
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Suicide is no joking matter. Better revolted than dead.
-Penguin
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Suicide is no joking matter. Better revolted than dead.
-Penguin
You have no room to talk, kid. I'd appreciate it if you left this thread, and I'm sure my dead friends would agree if they were still here.
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I love how everyone is always so down on Penguin
fact is he seems to be one of the very few genuinely intelligent people posting on this forum, and because of his age he gets nothing but abuse from insecure adults and redneck morons who feel inadequate (threatened isn't quite the right word, although I want it to be) in the face of his logical and, above all, true posts.
And to think I used to believe Tribalwar was a cesspit of stupidity before I saw this place :uhoh
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I love how everyone is always so down on Penguin
fact is he seems to be one of the very few genuinely intelligent people posting on this forum, and because of his age he gets nothing but abuse from insecure adults and redneck morons who feel inadequate (threatened isn't quite the right word, although I want it to be) in the face of his logical and, above all, true posts.
And to think I used to believe Tribalwar was a cesspit of stupidity before I saw this place :uhoh
And you wonder why there aren't as many smart people in this world anymore...
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There's a difference between intelligence and knowledge... Ignorance and stupidity...
That is all.
[EDIT:] For you guys that don't get it:
I'd rather be intelligent than knowledgeable, and Ignorant than stupid.
Thank you.
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Go to flamewarriors. Your posts have no place here.
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edit: I'ma back off, this thread is pointless
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remember EskimoJoe, it's down the road, not across the street :old:
forget tamewarriors...lol...I'm from teedub
anyway if Penguin is so dumb/wrong, how come no one can ever logically rebut his posts with anything other than ad hominems or age related insults? :D hmmm?
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remember EskimoJoe, it's down the road, not across the street :old:
forget tamewarriors...lol...I'm from teedub
anyway if Penguin is so dumb/wrong, how come no one can ever logically rebut his posts with anything other than ad hominems or age related insults? :D hmmm?
Nobody tries because he is too ignorant to get it, and you have just proven (again) that you too are an idiot. I'm done with you.
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another great post with no substance and a baseless ad hominem attack
please feel free to expand on how my post proved I'm an idiot ;)
if you ignore my advice and slit your wrists the wrong way we'll see who is the idiot won't we
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People like this, guys, little insignificants like this fool above...
(http://jeannevb.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/balancing_on_the_edge.jpg)
if you ignore my advice and slit your wrists the wrong way we'll see who is the idiot won't we
That's okay, I think you've just proven to anybody that will read this thread further that you're a waste of life.
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recap - Penguin posts a well thought out and accurate description of depression and gives you kind words and positive encouragement
then you basically say 'shut up kid'....because....everyone else does?
I know who I'd rather have in the human race :aok
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further recap ;)
here I am, calling you stupid and challenging you to prove me wrong
you're not doing a great job
if Penguin is so dumb/wrong, how come no one can ever logically rebut his posts with anything other than ad hominems or age related insults? :D hmmm?
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I'm done. I'm out here. Thanks for the laughs, gentlemen.
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Brave Sir Robin ran away, bravely ran away, away
When logic reared it's ugly head, he boldly turned his tail and fled
:aok
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anyway if Penguin is so dumb/wrong, how come no one can ever logically rebut his posts with anything other than ad hominems or age related insults? :D hmmm?
For many I am sure it is not worth the time.
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For many I am sure it is not worth the time.
that's a cop-out and I know you can do better :)
nevertheless it's time for fish and chips on the beach
oh life is so grim
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that's a cop-out and I know you can do better :)
nevertheless it's time for fish and chips on the beach
oh life is so grim
Are you incapable of feeling sympathy for others, or do you just just have a stick giving you a permanent prostate massage?
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Are you incapable of feeling sympathy for others, or do you just just have a stick giving you a permanent prostate massage?
I had sympathy for EskimoJoe at first (we've all been there at some point) and I was originally going to post that I thought it was really nice that so many people were reaching out to him in this thread
That sympathy quickly evaporated when he revealed his true do uchebag colours replying to Penguin and subsequent posts
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I used to feel that way sometimes, but children tend to make you forget about it quickly. Is it because you're too busy or because you're much happier is debatable.
If you're not trolling, PM me. It must be difficult living in Alaska with all that darkness this time of year (not to mention the constant cold).
very true. this time of the year there is very depressing, my first winter there sucked.
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I'm still trying to figure out why the chicken crossed the road.
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I'm still trying to figure out why the chicken crossed the road.
The frog crossed the road because it was stapled to the chicken.
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The frog crossed the road because it was stapled to the chicken.
But that completely misses the point of why the chicken did.
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Because he was heading to my house to be BBQ'd, of course :aok
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I love how everyone is always so down on Penguin
fact is he seems to be one of the very few genuinely intelligent people posting on this forum, and because of his age he gets nothing but abuse from insecure adults and redneck morons who feel inadequate (threatened isn't quite the right word, although I want it to be) in the face of his logical and, above all, true posts.
And to think I used to believe Tribalwar was a cesspit of stupidity before I saw this place :uhoh
+1
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I love how everyone is always so down on Penguin
fact is he seems to be one of the very few genuinely intelligent people posting on this forum, and because of his age he gets nothing but abuse from insecure adults and redneck morons who feel inadequate (threatened isn't quite the right word, although I want it to be) in the face of his logical and, above all, true posts.
And to think I used to believe Tribalwar was a cesspit of stupidity before I saw this place :uhoh
+2, Penguin haters and Midway haters make me laff.
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+2, Penguin haters and Midway haters make me laff.
I like them tap dancing penguins.
Midway to me is an island in the Pacific that has fresh water problems. :D