If it wasn't for AH, squadmates and friends that helped pull me out of a big depression hole and helped me through some very hard times. I sincerely doubt that I would be here today to write this.
When I was no longer able to work spending time in the TA helped keep alive my much reduced sense of self worth.
In there I was still accomplishing something, I was making a difference.
That alone right there can be the difference between light and dark. Life and Death.
Which is why I continue to pay back as much as I can as often as I can.
I am a man who owes huge debts of love to many many people.