JOACHIM, sorry about your loss
2 years back one of my best friends hanged yourself. gave no warning, no nothing. bit of a story as to why people belive she did, but generally speaking its felt it was a naccident, a cry for for help. the fact is, she did it, intential or not.
last year a good friend of many of my friends (pretty much the hole school) died in a car crash.
just this monday or tuesday a damn fine and well respected teacher at my school died in a car crash.
i know what its like man. sorry,
