Yesterday was my second lesson of flight training, and I think I made what could have been the ugliest take off of all time!
AS we made our run up, I eased me foot off the right rudder pedal, causing the plane to roll to the left with the torque.
I banked right to correct and over corrected, making for a sloppy take off.
The instructor never made a move to take the airplane, and upon debriefing, I exhibited my dismay over the take-off.
He simply said, don't let it bother you.
The problem was that my nerves were rattled for the remainder of the flight. Though I did well in Turns, Climing Turns, Descending Turns, Climbs, Dives and Clearing turns, I could not get rid of the knot in my stomach and my mind back on my flight.
To top it all off, when we were on final, the tower cleard another plane to turn onto final too soon, putting him at my 9 at 500 feet!!
So we had to expedite our landing.
After last weeks flight, I literaly could not wait to get into the air. I would fall asleep every night going over my preflight checklist.
Now, for lack of a better term, I'm nervous again.
I'm not as nervous as I was before the first flight, but I'm filled with doubt. How the hell am I ever going to be able to do this solo? WIll I ever be confident enough to take up a passenger?
Self doubt is a killer.
I've asked myself..if I could drive tot he airport right now and go up, would I. I keep answering yes, but I'm still scared.