sheesh.... what a little girl... come here to get some "support"?   can't even keep a tube out of your mouth wussy?
You gonna talk us all to death over this?   why don't you just grab hold of your boyfriend and have a good cry?
And... you haven't quit.  You are an addict who has just stopped useing for a little while.   For some... quitting is a month others a year... some haven't really quit after 5 years and some still crave sucking on those tubes the rest of their lives.
lazs