Well Schatzi, was just watching a show last night, on of all things PBS, and they were talking about memory and the brains power. Basically, they were saying it's the plateaus that one learns, not the peaks. So I guess the saying is true, getting there is all the fun.
Oh, and another btw issue. I think I have been flying AH since tour 13...and I flew AW for 2 years before that. Thought I knew how to acm until I got to AH and spent a good month learning that I didn't.
I'm really good knowing all the planes, flying their strengths and knowing the weaknesses. Yes, I will push the envelope, and sometimes push beyond that. Heck, I've learned a few things watching people like Drex, Morph, Levi and luckily since he's in our squad Zaphod (although he whines like a girl when he is being chased).
I have to say I'm really disappointed in my gunnery. I know all the aspects of what I should and should not do. I've been working on improving gunnery for well over a year now and I feel like I am sliding backwards. I know in part it is due to recent frustrations. Once again, I think this is where that 80% mental comes in.
And sometimes I just over think things too much....need to just have fun like some of you have been saying.