I'm transitioning into "fly till you die, dont even think about getting home" mode. Definite adrenaline, and ABSOLUTELY showing me how veeeery poor my instantaneous SA is, and how long it takes me to get the shot.
Might have to consider Hub's approach to pre-flight chilling. Even though I know I'm not getting home, I still have to fight getting mad at myself and the guys who kill me. Even caught myself saying over and over, "It's OK if I die, I'm practicing here, its OK, its OK.."
Well, either I'm saying it to myself or its the voices again....