Was I tailgating the fighters? I was 200 on their sixes both times in a slight turn pulling for lead when they pulled back into my nose. Was it my fault? I suppose you can say that although 200-300 yard close combat is what most of us try to achieve, at least in a furball which was the case both times.
And with every fight that puts you so close to the enemy, there is always a danger of a collision happening. So when such a thing happens is it something one should be angry or upset about? Most definately not. One knows the danger of such things. Nobody forced one into that situation.
In that aspect collision is a natural thing to happen. Sooner or later, even to the best of us it will happen. A mistake in judgement... a slip of the stick.. wrong throttle setting.. and then bam! it happens.
And when that happens, I don't know about you, but my reaction sure wouldn't be accusing the other guy that it was intentional... because believe me, I was a dweeb once. Every single one of us was a n00b and dweeb before we learned about the real fun in aerial combat. We've all tried to collide into the other guy in desperation.
Guess what - it doesn't work. If somebody thinks he can do an intentional ramming that damages only my plane and not his, during the heat of comabt where both parties are maneuvering to an extent, I'd like to see him try.
Pulling for lead meant I couldn't see them very well under my nose until they pulled across which was too late for me to get out of the way (yes, an unavoidable collision at that point).
You could have always delayed the shot and maneuvered some more until you were 100% latched behind his six at a close distance where no amount of maneuvering would immediately direct him outside the perimeters of your gunsight. Instead, you took the opportuntiy to fire a high angle blind-lead shot, which has its own risks.
It wasn't unavoidable,
Did they do it on purpose? No way to tell but I do believe that move can be repeated with the same results in a similar situation.
So that's settled then.
Come back with film proof.