Without being patronising, Lazs, I think sometimes you worry too much, think too hard, view the world with a wary eye. Seeing only black and white is to blind yourself to the colour which makes life and our tiny part of it, interesting and sometimes fun.
No one gets to live in their ideal world, not when we have to share it with other people seeking their utopian idyll, which may or may not be your private hell. It's so easy being negative at times, that you forget the good things about life and your place in it.
I'm as guilty of it as the next man, worrying about things I cannot control and forgetting to enjoy what I have for fear that the enemy are waiting out in the darkness to take it all away when I lower my guard.
Sometimes you can just sit on the porch, dozing in the sun, with your gun and your fears, tucked away somewhere close but out of sight. Only to be used when the wolves howl in the distant forest and the 'Donkey' or the 'Elephant' start to trample your flower beds.
