LocknLoad,
My Freind, you are not alone! I have been at it for 7 months now and I am still below the learning curve. For me, after the basics off line and in the TA, the best thing was to jump in the deep end.
Not that I know a lot, (these Senior Guys know a whole bunch more than me), but I'll be happy to meet with ya in the TA sometime and give ya what I know. I live on the west coast and am on in the A.M. and most evenings after 2100.
Just don't give up....it does get better!