Normally, I just check the SAPP forums but Guppy/Corky told me you were looking for me, S1n1ster. Thanks for the kind praise, but I am by far the worst P38 stick in the 80th and SAPP as well, I tend to fly and shoot like a blind, deaf man with Parkinson's.
The p38 is an easy plane to fly, hard to master and like Corky said, it doesn't reward timidness. You are going to get your bellybutton handed to you so many times you'll feel like you're the main course at a gay bar, but do not give up.