Yes you are flyghost, whats more you remind me annoyingly of slipknot.
A one life event is just that, a scenario where everyone only has one life.
However if you ask for the ability to repair damage, what does that do to the event?
That plane that you damaged but didn't shoot down is no longer disabled. He can hotpad, fix things up and take back to the skys again. Multiply that times 100 or so people and what has your event become? Its certainly no longer the FSO that I know.
If you take damage, end your sortie, and grab a new plane. If your flying a 1 life event, don't get in front of his guns.
If you did and still made it back safely, count your blessings, you should have been dead!