wow. people will go looking through threads for quotes, but check my stats since i started. never have i done something even remotly close to this. and lusche, for someone who does do a lot of research, and is a trainer, you sure dont seem to help people, or in this case, do research on peoples stats. just the 1 tour.
Lusche helps people just by doing what he does on this forum let alone from his work as a trainer- he certainly does not need to defend himself.
You on the other hand should search deep within yourself on what this sort of behavior demonstrates about yourself as a human being. What you do during your play time is an indication of what you will do in business, work, school, everything else. Use this as an opportunity to make yourself a better human being. Integrity and not just taking the easy way out when you can, is part of that.
Your own quote of, "ill change back to an honest person uptown. check my stats daily, i wont always have same respect from people i know, but ill change back. i fall into wrong crowd a lot..." tells me that you make excuses for what is YOUR bad decision making process. Do not blame doing the wrong thing on "fall into the wrong crowd". Blame it on yourself because you are the one at fault.