Interesting replies...thanks guys!
The 13th TAS has gone thru some phases for sure. I'm extremely competitive and have a hard time tolerating failure...yes you're correct, it's a character flaw for sure

Inspite of my shortcomings, squad life over the past ten years has been one of lifes good things. I have flown with some of the guys for 10 years...been to their homes, they to mine and shared tragedies as well as side-splitting laughter.
Currently we fly as a squad, first, because we are friends...like a old pair of shoes, nothing else quite feels right.
Secondly, we strive to do our best as a squad in whatever we choose to do...call it pride I guess, we just enjoy kickin tail

Thirdly, if ya want to get something done in this sim, a group effort sure don't hurt the cause any

Thanks again for the replies...Cyas Up!