I remember thinking, How will I ever learn this? How do these guys do it? How can you possibly fly around and fight without looking where you're going? ...
Several years ago my Dad and my brother were watching over my shoulder as I flew in Warbirds. I'm twisting and turning and tumbling all over the sky watching a con out my top, rear and side views, and almost never out the forward view until the end. They were both making confused noises and saying things like "What are you doing? What are you looking at? Don't you need to see where you're going? Shoot him already, for cripes sakes!"
This goes on for a minute, then suddenly the con I'm fighting with bursts into pieces. I level out, hit autopilot, and turn around. "Your turn." Then I watched the look on my Dad's face when he tried to fly. It could see he felt just as I did on that first day.