I know many of you guys hate me for my attitude on the boards which I'm sorry for I'm going to be changing my behavior around the community of aces high because i don't want to ruin the rep that my dad has and i would like to have a good rep of my own so i hope all you guys can forgive me so i can fly aces high without getting in fights with some of you guys well sorry for my past behavior and i hope willing to forgive me <<S>>
Jr,
Take your time, don't be in a hurry. Try to read what you write and ask yourself "what will the reader get out of this" before you post. I am highlighting some things that I think is more important in all of it and want to comment on them.
First of all, this is a good start to earning some recognition back from the community. Most importantly, for yourself. However:*When you say that "many of you guys hate me", that's not true by any sense of the word.
You lost some credibility, but I assure you that nobody hates you. Besides, your concern should not be what the AH community thinks and this surely is not a popularity contest.
You need to address not only the virtual world but the Real world and what your doing there. When you fix what is going on there, this will automatically fix itself here and the communtiy will see that in your behavior.
If you try to put up a smoke screen, its like the Tank smoke in this game,,, It will never work.
You said: "changing my behavior around the community of aces high"
You need to rethink this one. Life is not about AH.
If your "real" life behavior is even close to your behavior on the BBS, you have some work to do(from what I understand its not far off).
Your life does not revolve around this game.
Your Family should be priority and doing what is right for your parents and yourself and staying out of trouble in real life, not the AH community.
You said: "i don't want to ruin the rep that my dad has".
Your Dad is a good man. You are your own man and your actions are not going to affect his good standings here for those of us that know him. Your social behavior here on these boards will affect your reputation, not his(as in real life as well). I have a great amount of respect for your Father. I can assure you from my life experience that when I was growing up, the worse thing that I could ever have done to my parents was to disrespect them and most importantly DISSAPOINT them with my actions. Did both, and its the worse feeling you will ever have. You can earn it back, but you can never take those moments back and will be with you forever.
You said: "You would like to have a good rep of your own".
Hmm. Again your concern is with this game.
You are judged by your actions here and in real life as well.
You cant come here and pretend your a saint when your acting as a devil at home.
But with change you will EARN the respect of the community here and in your real life community, but don't expect any overnight changes in peoples expectations of you.
You said: "sorry for my past behavior and i hope willing to forgive me".
This is the most important thing you have said and the start to making things right. Apply this by not only here in the BBS, but you should say this to some "REAL LIFE" people that care more than anything in the world for you that you see everyday.
When you can "Man-up" and recognize that your behavior is not/has not been acceptable here but most importantly in "REAL LIFE" you will have indeed earned respect from not only the AH community but more importantly the people that matter the most-Your Family.
Good luck,
