howd i screw up? i just banked right and it spun left
You're in a P-38, made a bank to the right and got tossed into a spin to the left? Where you flying with one engine and got into an accelerated stall? Did you enter into an asymetrical power induced spin? Honestly, from your description of "banked to the right and spun left" is a clear indicator that you screwed up big time. In all the thousands of sorties and hours flying the P-38, I have never, never gotten into a spin like you describe. Hell, I wouldn't even know how to get into a spin by simply banking right unless I cut off the port engine (#1 left engine) and pulled really hard on the stick while banking right and try and get the wing with the dead engine to lose lift and throw me into a spin. Even then, I'd really have to work hard at getting the P-38 to spin.
As you can see, it is very hard to get the P-38 into a spin unless one is very careless and allows themselves to get into a situation where a spin is possible. The Lightning is probably one of the most gentle, forgiving planes to fly in AH. You really, really, really have to twittle up to get it to do what you claimed it did.
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