looking for a squad that is rooks and dosnt hate me
I know why I don't like typical squeakers. Most refuse to learn,have a shallow knowledge of proper English, and rely heavily on emoticons to convey emotions. There are, of course, those who were not cast from this mould. You, however, seem to be part of the former.
A good squeaker watches silently, learning from the community and observing the intricacies of their interactions, before he begins to force others to be exposed to him for long periods of time. My advice to you: watch and learn how things work around here. Which behaviours are considered positive, and which are generally undesireable. For example, a strong understanding of ACM and BFM would make you more appealing to a squad, where as constant play-by-plays of two hour bombing runs would not.