Not going to get into all of this but yes.......................... ...........
I went to highschool with 3500 kids..................... Freshman year we had 1000, we graduated with 479. 4 kids in my class died, 1 natural causes, 1 suicide, 1 stupidity, 1 murder. If you add the other grades, I knew 12 kids who died before they graduated.
It's called life, get used to it. Sad, but true..... Like a Metallica song.