What I really want to know is how many of you get "ho guilt?" I know I sure do. There I am flying around and doing my best trying not to ho and then I start getting into all of these engagements where the ugly red cons just fly right in while I am taking off and start hoing and vulching me. After a while I finally get my plane up to reasonable altitude and an enemy con comes in. I think to myself "self, you really know that you are not supposed to ho, don't you?" and I answer myself, "yes, but I am sick and tired of these d@#%ed bish(or rooks, I fly Knights, see?) coming in and hoing and vulching me." "Right," I think to myself, "surely this must be an honorable flyer coming in to engage and surely he will not ho, right?" So I fly toward the engagement, but he has alt and speed and comes swooping in on my twelve. I figure that he must be merging, but I am prepared for the ho. Right on cue the other pilot ho's, but this time I have anticipated and begun to turn away. But, I see his tracers going by and my blood boils. Next pilot I run into gets ho'd and dies... and then the remorse begins...
"Oh no, what if he whines on 200, I will look like a hotard. Maybe he was an honorable pilot and I have stained my own honor. Maybe he was a noob and now I have confirmed that hoing is acceptable. Maybe he is a vet and I have confirmed that I am a noob. What do I do? What have I done???"
Ho guilt begins to creep and fester and soon enough I meet my next engagement. Sure enough I am rattled now and my nerves cause my sweaty fingers to fail at a critical moment as my new opponent shoots me in the face.
Breathing heavily in the tower I decide to save face and not to save "that film."
Now, after a blessed few moments of peace, I renew my vows to learn proper ACM and work on my skillz. Once more I punch into my brand new shiny plane ready to be that shining Knight (pun intended) who never picks, ho's or, as I learned from a rugged vet on 200 the other night, does not come charging in from 6k in a 109G6 in order to engage an enemy con (from the rear by the way). My sins are many, my guilt is great. Have mercy upon me great hero's of AHII.