Bustr, we understand you have issues with flying NOE; keeping your plane up, if you will. But don't project your own... inadequacies... on to other players. Most of them have the stamina and skill to go for hours!!
But Bustr... it's not your fault man. It's not your fault. Just because you can't keep it up of the ground doesn't make you any less of a man. And the wonderful thing is that you don't HAVE to just live with it! Oh sure, you won't be able to keep up with the younger guys, but then nobody of your vintage can.
Part of your problems might be due to high manifold pressure. It increases your speed, making it harder for you to keep it up. Stress can also affect your performance. If you stop worrying about the 20% that can and probably will hand your arse to you, it will help.
But Bustr, the most important thing is that you know nobody sees you as any less of a man, just because of your... problems.