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Offline Midway

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #45 on: September 04, 2013, 08:59:32 PM »
Quote from: MarineUS on August 31, 2013, 07:26:43 PM
I'd love to, but it won't be possible for a long time.

While I was away with my military unit my fiancée cheated on me (she only did it one and told me the day I came home), I forgave her, it freaked her out that I was so calm, she then kicked me out a few days later, I lived out of my car for a few days before moving in with a friend and sleeping on his floor for a little over a month.

She had said she wanted time to herself, but a week after our anniversary and less than a year from our wedding she started dating someone else, her mom made her go to therapy where she was diagnosed with postpartum depression and PTSD from losing the baby, which caused her to act out. She told her therapist she only wanted to have a cold with me, she hates alcoholics, and the guy she is with drinks everyday from the moment he wakes up to the moment he goes to sleep, and yet I'm stillpushed away.

She kept my computer etc. and only gave me my clothes, then two weeks later my car blew a gasket and the following Monday I lost my civilian job.

So in three weeks I lost the love of my life, my home, my car, my job and my dog. I used the dog as a void filler for when we list the baby, so it hurt a lot, but I finally got my dog back about a week and a half ago.

It's been rough.

That's it in a nutshell. Hard to do this on a phone.

No money, no computer, no job, no car...this...this sucks. Heh.

I wish there be a way to help players/pilots/people in this situation.  All the stupid stuff people raise money for on the internet when there are good people with real needs that can use a helping hand when they hit a low point in their life.  I hope you bounce back soon.

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Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/infinitap/neverending-nightmares?ref=home_spotlight :rolleyes:
Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/mightyno9/mighty-no-9?ref=home_popular :rolleyes:
Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1285695829/omnivore-salta-family-recipe-that-makes-food-taste?ref=home_popular  :rolleyes:
« Last Edit: September 04, 2013, 09:05:52 PM by Midway »
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Offline guncrasher

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #46 on: September 04, 2013, 11:06:06 PM »
Quote from: Midway on September 04, 2013, 08:59:32 PM
I wish there be a way to help players/pilots/people in this situation.  All the stupid stuff people raise money for on the internet when there are good people with real needs that can use a helping hand when they hit a low point in their life.  I hope you bounce back soon.

 :salute


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Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/infinitap/neverending-nightmares?ref=home_spotlight :rolleyes:
Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/mightyno9/mighty-no-9?ref=home_popular :rolleyes:
Really? http://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1285695829/omnivore-salta-family-recipe-that-makes-food-taste?ref=home_popular  :rolleyes:

oh boy, how I wish we had sarcasm font on the internet.


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Offline Gaidin

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #47 on: September 05, 2013, 08:15:11 AM »
Quote from: MarineUS on September 04, 2013, 05:38:31 PM
You live in Albany???

And lol @the meat stick comment.

This is why I love the AH community. No other gaming group is this close. Even after butting heads we all make sure everyone is good to go.

I try to keep my mind occupied by working outside the house I'm staying at and doing other stuff. I still get in a bad way at least once a day, and I can't sleep, but my friends keep around when I get like that. A fellow Marine buddy has actually been staying here at nights to help me get through. He'll go skateboard with me or something else to distract my mind.

Each day is a battle...one I'm tired of fighting, but they won't let me stop moving forward.

It's been strange breaking down the way I have...even talking about it on here, but this forum was always an online home for me. I'm fortunate to have the friends I do. my next challenge is finding a ride to therapy tomorrow. I had to miss my clinical yesterday because I couldn't get one.

They want to make sure I'm doing ok medically because I've lost over thirty pounds since this started, but in the last week my friends have been force feeding me lol. I just take a bite and get sick.

It's a lot to deal with, and some days I call it quits, but then my friends snatch me up and force me to keep marching.

Not in Albany, but not too far.  I have some friends that are civilian employees over there.  Also know a few Marines that are stationed there.  I dont know what part of GA your in, but I'm more than happy to help you in any way that I can.  Like I said, I don't have money to give, but I can talk/listen and depending on how far away you are, I may can even give a ride if its needed. 

I have been there, I know its not easy.  I still have some rough days, but you can get past it and I know this from experience. 

Let me know if there is anything I can do.

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Offline MarineUS

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #48 on: September 05, 2013, 11:58:49 AM »
Ink, I had something very similar happen with someone walking in.

And that's awesome. I'm only about an hour from Albany (Thomasville).
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Quote from: hitech on January 25, 2012, 04:01:23 PM
Like, ya know, when that thing that makes you move, it has pistons and things, When your thingamajigy is providing power, you do not hear other peoples thingamajig when they are providing power.

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #49 on: September 05, 2013, 12:00:28 PM »
Quote from: MarineUS on September 05, 2013, 11:58:49 AM
Ink, I had something very similar happen with someone walking in.

And that's awesome. I'm only about an hour from Albany (Thomasville).

Well like I said, let me know if I can help in some way.  Im in Douglas, about an hour or so east of Tifton, hour 45-2hours from Albany depending on traffic.
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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #50 on: September 05, 2013, 12:05:35 PM »
If they have any openings I'd be ecstatic to apply.

I'm certified to run a warehouse if it means anything.

I don't have a car right now, but I'd find a way to get there.
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Quote from: hitech on January 25, 2012, 04:01:23 PM
Like, ya know, when that thing that makes you move, it has pistons and things, When your thingamajigy is providing power, you do not hear other peoples thingamajig when they are providing power.

HiTech

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #51 on: September 05, 2013, 12:11:04 PM »
I'd fix your car if you were closer.  It's a long ride from Philly, though  :cry

You can view your circumstances as a series of unfortunate events OR a blessing before you got too deeply involved with a nut job.  

Either way, you have a chance to make a fresh start, which is not an offer that many folks get.
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Offline MarineUS

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #52 on: September 05, 2013, 03:43:45 PM »
Lol. Kinda have no choice.
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Quote from: hitech on January 25, 2012, 04:01:23 PM
Like, ya know, when that thing that makes you move, it has pistons and things, When your thingamajigy is providing power, you do not hear other peoples thingamajig when they are providing power.

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #53 on: September 06, 2013, 10:21:49 AM »
Quote from: MarineUS on September 05, 2013, 03:43:45 PM
Lol. Kinda have no choice.

Hey.

You could be in his predicament AND be saddled with a nut job.  If she was carrying your child, you would still be forced to deal with said nut job for 18 years.

At least you are still young and sexy, ya jarhead  :aok
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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #54 on: September 06, 2013, 10:37:01 AM »
You could be in his predicament AND be saddled with a nut job AND live in Somalia...  ;)
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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #55 on: September 06, 2013, 11:52:16 AM »
Quote from: GScholz on September 06, 2013, 10:37:01 AM
You could be in his predicament AND be saddled with a nut job AND live in Somalia...  ;)

...and be 80 years old, have shingles, cancer, and heart disease, and be almost blind and deaf. :)

You are a lucky man to not have to deal with those things. :old:

A lucky man indeed. :old:
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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #56 on: September 06, 2013, 12:01:22 PM »
Quote from: Midway on September 06, 2013, 11:52:16 AM
...and be 80 years old, have shingles, cancer, and heart disease, and be almost blind and deaf. :)




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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #57 on: September 06, 2013, 12:11:12 PM »
Really, what's your problem Dragon?
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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #58 on: September 06, 2013, 12:53:28 PM »
Quote from: GScholz on September 06, 2013, 12:11:12 PM
Really, what's your problem Dragon?

Two things:

He has an unnerving habit of pointing out the truth

Hi keeps insisting upon quoting people that I have on my ignore list so that I have to see their drivel, anyway.

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Re: I'm alive
« Reply #59 on: September 06, 2013, 12:55:10 PM »
Quote from: VonMessa on September 06, 2013, 12:53:28 PM
Two things:

He has an unnerving habit of pointing out the truth

Hi keeps insisting upon quoting people that I have on my ignore list so that I have to see their drivel, anyway.




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