Sounds really familiar, now I don't feel quite so odd..
Last year I dropped about $2000 to update all my equipment to play AH3..
New Computer, Big Monitor, Controls, Headset, Keyboard, etc.. All new and up to date!
It was winter time, cold wet and nasty outside, so I was looking for something to occupy my time indoors.. My wife doesn't complain about me spending money on stupid computer crap, as long as I'm happily busy at home, and not out gettin loaded, and chasin wild women, lol!
I dinked around with the game for a while, until I got bored, and the weather changed!
So the new equipment just sat in the corner gathering dust.. Until winter came again, and here I am..
I wish that I knew what element it is, that keeps bringing me back to this game???
And, what element is missing, that makes my enthusiasm for it wane so quickly???
10yrs ago, I was absolutely obsessed with AH2, was hoping to find that again..
Well, they say you can never go back, I guess it is true in game land too!