Okay a little more non specific information about me.
As far as the military, I'm a veteran so that's that information.
My most valued possession must pay my bills better than my current high school diploma does.
I am in the technology field, I'm an IT manager, 'I know what I'm doing trust me'

([edit]I'd be studying computer science leaning towards heavy math)
I however deal with alot of crap I don't like (mostly people)
I would like to work in something WAY more technical with WAY less illiterate tards at the helm, possibly in the company of fellow geekage. (geeks usually don't fall into the people catagory when I say I hate people but it depends on the kind of/ and degree of geekosity)
So, I've been thru the military, been to a school which closed because the owner got alzheimers and ran it into the ground (it was on the news at the time) and was given the choice to have all loans cleared or keep slogging at a different school (i chose all loans cleared which actually didn't pay me back my GIBill monies)
I make decent money now, I'm certainly not rich, but I'd like to be

The drive behind this is deadendedness of job future, dissatisfaction with current work environment and of course money.
It however seems like there are so many penalties to look fwd to even before I begin getting any monetary benefits it's extremely discouraging.
An education is nice, and education is fun, I want it to pay the bills and improve my situation proportional to the amount of pain it's going to be over the long term and right now (perhaps I am just a jerk) but it looks like crap.
As I've said before in other posts, I'm a realist, and I understand that in the end I will be making more if someone will hire me with my newly created shiney paper but will that even happen?
Will IT all be outsourced to india? by the time I'm ready to boldly go, will there be anywhere to go?
When you don't have to really face this it's easy to say, well hell an education is good, go make it happen. But I'm really looking at it, it will effect my life over the next several years and yes I'm ancient now

and oh so less tolerant yet still a quick study so there are possibilities.
I'd certainly hate to get there tho and find out that it's no longer worth it and I've wasted my time.
The alternative? total lifestyle change, go do somethign that pays crap but is kewl...but the cause of most problems in relationships etc? MONEY.. can't escape that fact, I don't want to be miserable either way.
I guess I'm posting this because I actually quit my job making decent money (for good reason) on Feb 26th 2001. The recession started March 2001 (i am working again now tho for less money) but I'm pretty much thinking my whole decision making process must be screwed so I need more points of view on this.