Originally posted by Toad
Naso, I haven't ever squelched anyone on this BBS. I enjoy reading the various viewpoints.
Well, I did squelch Weazel once for about 30 seconds and then I went back and unsquelched him. I rarely agree with him (but it happens) but I always try to read what he has to say. The childish name calling stuff always loses my interest quickly though.
I do, like everyone else, build a view of another particular poster by what he posts; by the "self" he builds here through his words.
Your recent posts have altered my view of you, that I will admit.
Toad, I dont feel changed, I have always been an Amurrica basher, intending, with the word "Amurrica", the concept that I dislike some kind of attitudes the "ugly americans" have (remember that thread in the old days?).
Something has changed in a precise day: 9/11.
It was a shock for me, and I was worried for my cousine that worked in WTC, (she was at home that day, she was pregnant), I was shocked....
Has been a huge event, terrible, horrible, something that can change an entire nation.
The change I see scare me.
In the first moments after the tragedy I was "happy" to see a pride nation upping again after this "kick in the balls", heroes working hard to recover, the newyorkers looking straight ahead and raising again, I searched for sticks with "I love NY" or NYPD or NYFD signs to stick on my car or shirts to wear.
I tought "now it's the moment that the US citizen will stop and guess: "WHY?""
"Now it's the moment that from a tragedy, the humanity will find the strenght to stop for a while and ask herself: where I am going?"
I was wrong.
I was naive.
The reaction I saw was rage, hate, will to kill anyone, the US was transformed in a ferocious beast that was searching for a target to hit, the interreligious hate was growing.
With me or against me.
Black or white.
The extremes.
No good, no good.
I stepped back in a corner, astonished by this hate, the same hate, with the same magnitude that pushed those idiots to crash themselves and other thousend in the WTC.
The same hate that a lot of people in the world has for us, Western Countries.
Even if it's dead, the bastard has won, Osama has reached his victory, has catalyzed a reaction that can trasform the US in that evil entity he painted to his allies.
An entity resolved to use the force, directly, openly, to reach his own advantage, an entity that it's ready to call one of the greatest former allies, the one doomed to become "glowing glass" in the first 24 hours of the 3rd WW, "coward and traitor", only because is questioning the principle behind the preeventive war, or at least it's asking to do it in the UN egida.
I am not worried about my personal safety, no more than usual, and not for my country, since we are allies (even if someone it's questioning this, here), I fear for world's future, for our children's future, for their freedom.
This hate atmosfere has, historical, been always the best breeding base for new dictators, for new evil in this world.
In the last times I posted again in some of this "hot" threads, with the same tongue in cheek, or with the same sting-like attitude, maybe a little bitter than before, but the reactions are always rude, hard, sometime wicked.
I understand why, the pain it's still here in me too, but the hate...
No, I still cannot feel the hate, I cannot hate the Iraqi child, or woman, or man, cannot hate the Israeli or the Palestinian.
And I cannot (as I never had) hate the American.
When I post here, I imagine myself in the mytical "o'club", where you can discuss, even discuss hard, screaming each other, then, after a while, drink a beer together and laugh about something funny.
I firmly believe that there are values, basic values in the Humanity that are common, Love, good, family, will for a better future, friendship, values that are superior to ANY flag.
Values that I put above my country, above politics.
Values that are under a flag that dont exist, the flag of Humankind.
The flag of the entire world.
I am a dreamer, yes.
Jesus was a dreamer like me.
But the trick to change water in wine still fail me.

With this post I have gained for sure a lot of people that will have fun of me, but it's almost a year that I am willing to post something like this, and I am so stupid to post it here.
So, throw the stones.