Pse nifty. It's been a long time ago since I learned not to take AH so seriously as to really mess into my life and get me angry away from my computer. That was one of the reasons I left the times I did.
Now I still get pissed now and then, and I'd really like to have any reason to fly a Fw190F8 instead a Fw190A8 for jabo...But I dont go out with a couple of friends with an angry expression in my face because the hispanos are megaturbolasers or because the buffs are lazer ackstars (t-i-ch

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It may sound funny, but sad as it is there was a time that it happened just that way. It took me almost 1 year of AH to learn not to take it this seriously. As I said, sometimes, now and then, I see things that really get me pissed -like this thing-. But usually when I have a well and clear point only (as this time, of course!

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But now when I leave the computer,I go out and take some laugh with my friends and live my life. Rarely, if ever, I recall anything from AH when I'm out of home. This game is now a now part of my daily entertainment. Not of my daily life,but the same couldn't be said one year ago. In fact, prolly 1 year ago I'd have started yet another thread with a topic like "P47vsFw190F8 loadout". Sad isnt it?

. I'm glad I learned to get over that

Maybe I was addicted, maybe not. But If I wasn't, I was in the verge of being. I did some shameful shows of "I QUIT" (well I did some shameful shows of many other things too, I still recall those threads with renfield kissing and huggin each other by a fediddlein HO, LOL), but I give those shows as good employed if I now I am not that stupid anymore

Now, as I said, this is just a black spot on an otherwise bright game. Right now the (little) time I'm flying I'm having a quite good and fun time.

[ 11-30-2001: Message edited by: R4M ]