When I first started playing these games I'd say there was the possibilty of shame or glory. I felt bad when I fugged up a mission, or good if I bested someone. Now, and its probably due to my age, its like ".....next!" whether I die or win. Online gaming is THE MOST UNNPRODUCTIVE, waste of time, man has ever invented short of whacking it. (Not knocking that) No one should take any game so serious that it makes you so angry you wanna punch something, or so proud you feel like you could walk in a bar in town with an AH leather flight jacket on, and try to pick up chicks.("Hey baby....")
I just want to enjoy myself, MY WAY, and if someone doesnt like it fuggem. If someones a dink, I just pretend he's a guy living at home with mom, angry at himself, for what he's done with his life. And I smile.