Originally posted by SaburoS
Do you really love your wife? That's a hell of a thing to put your wife through. Don't be so sure she'll be there for you when you get back. No amount of money is worth that. Your wife shouldn't have to go through her daily dose of living hell worrying about whether the man she married is going to come back in a body bag.
Ok ok, look. The whole idea here is that yeah, I'm thinking of doing this because
if they would take me it would be a chance at setting my life right financially and getting a stake so maybe I can go back home and setup my own business. Thats a BIG
if, considering the shape I'm in and that I really dont qualify for employment under their guidelines. The whole point is moot though if the wife wont go along. I mean, any plans I make for my future have to include her. I may not be the brightest bulb in the lamp, but I havent gone completely dark yet. So yeah, if she wont go along, then I'd have to back off. I'm not heartless. Even if she does go along, my odds of getting employed by them arent that great. The only things I have going for me arent listed in the requirements. The requirements that ARE listed I fail miserably.
Its not so much that she worries about me dying. We are both pretty secure in our philosophies on death. If you die, you die. Everyone does. Her philosophy though is, why rush it? And while I'm not exactly good at avoiding brushes with death, I'm not jumping in line to commit suicide either. Its just my philosophy is more like I'm gonna go sometime, why not push the odds a bit and go for the payoff?
Ive got 2 days. 3 days really, since they'll be here 2 days interviewing. Whatever happens, happens.