No one is really dying, planes are free.
I've beaten that into my own head again and again

So in my opinion the key to the deal is knowing that, and getting over the fact that I might lose a few cause I lose a lot. BUT! The more risks I take in a fight the more I learn and the better I feel like I'm getting.
Again, I think folks get too hung up on the dying part. Somehow success in the game is not dying. To that end, they don't do anything that might cause dying to happen. So you get your 'attaboys' for landing 10 vulch kills and somehow that means status or self respect.
And if that's what makes you feel good, there is nothing I can do about it. But to me that's a bit like starting in a new game and immediately getting the cheat codes so there is no challenge or no risk. What's the point then?
I'm still laughing a bit from last night. I only got to fly for a little bit, but in those few flights, down on the deck in my good old 38G I got 5 guys to auger trying to kill me, 2 Yaks, 2 Spit 16s and a Tiffie. It felt good to know I'm getting better at surviving down in the weeds in that big, target, can't runaway from anything 38G that I love so much. I suppose I could have stayed up high and done nothing but try and pick guys in it, but I love it on the deck in the weeds trying to survive so that's where I end up trying to get better.
But in the end it's to each his own in the game. I long ago gave up on expecting anyone else to play it my way
